sorry for not updating for the past 3 days..probably wont be able to do so much in the future anyway
had an argument with them on friday night..apparently they decided to ban me from playing the computer, thinking that i would use the time to go study..
well, they can go and think again.
if they think i'll do what they want, they're very much mistaken..
yes, i'm rebellious,so?
try and force someone to do something that he doesnt like, by taking away something from him..think he'll do it?
really envy many of my classmates..
look at leonard, his parents give him $25 for each A he scores in any class test, and $50 for an A2, $100 for an A1 in prelims or O lvls..at least they're trying to motivate him to study right?
mine?they want 8A1s for the Os..and the reward is i get to manage my own pocket money for the whole yr in jc!hohoho..what a nice reward
lewis's parents arent perfect, but at least they bring him and his brother out every week to do some family bonding..and he and his brother are very close as well..
me?i hate my parents, hate my family situation..
all throughout pri sch and sec sch, people have been thinking of me as someone who's smart, clever, gifted etc..that's all they see
so what i get good results?it doesnt mean that i'm happy with my family or anything right?
i'm sick of people thinking i have the perfect family or such stuff..just because i dont show anything in front of others..
i'm sick and tired of my life..it's said that people face difficulties to prepare them for greater things to come, but this isnt what i want, or need..
fucking hate everything..
my life sucks.
Yen Chuan penned at 11:35 PM
